Okkervil River - Love to a Monster lyrics

Lover, now that you've left me, I'm glad you're unlovely 'Cause if you could take all the heat in your heart and just hang it from you I wouldn't be able to bear the way you cannot love me It's much easier of me to make a monster out of you And so here I go, substituting the glow from your temples All our sighs and our trembles, and each last letter sent you From the cheap little pen of this weak little man, the one singing Out his jangling, ringing and hopefully stinging attack upon you Yeah, so here I go, just exploding the hope we'll be speaking Some day, years from now, seeking friendship and understanding Yeah, I hope you get angry and hurt and have the hardest of landings And I hope your new man thinks of me when he sees what a number I did on you Come on boys I grow tired of this song, I turn my eyes to the blond in the bleachers She's a lovely young creature, I think she's seeking adventure I think she's ready to see that the world ain't so sweet nor so tender I won't break her, just bend her, and make her into my new ringer for you I stay in the same comfy town, write the same old songs down, drive the same streets Seek the same sense of dull peace, the same sweet words to the chippies The same walk by the road where the same muddy snow's finally leaving But I'll fight off the spring; I don't want lovely things, I don't want the earth new