Officium Triste - Deep Down lyrics

The darkest time in my life Feeling lost, where can I hide The downward spiral in which I am f**ing leads me to the damned Deep Down I float in apathy All black That's called misery A mistery... to me Unable to tell what's the cause Searching for answers enclosed in fog Unable to determine how I got lost Entering a world of black frost Crawling back, a useless task The last beams of hope I cannot grasp The downward spiral, I'm falling fast Release me at last Unable to tell what's the cause Searching for answers in the fog Unable to deal with reality What are these visions I see Unable to determine how I got lost As I enter this rotten world of black frost Deep down I float in surreality Freezing cold That's called misery A mistery... to me