Officer Negative - The Pile If Broken Tools lyrics

Drawing back, now I see The pile of, broken tools Beneath the dust, in the darkness Some were useful once, but like me some never been We all lie stagnant, with our hands around our necks Rusted with, discussions from the past First shaft of light, sting my eyes But I welcome the warmth, to burn the scars But I hold so closely, the things that I despise Someone make me useful, something give me life I had a taste of something real, but I quickly shut the door Just want to leave it all, on the pile on the floor I've opened up before, that's how I've been destroyed Shattered by those I love, my hinges are rusted shut I know what I must do Pry open my heart again In faith that you oh God Will never do the same Drop all that I've become, it's so hard to let my whole life go Like a soft breeze, you blow it all away Scales have finally been removed, the scars start to fade Is this it? The truth I've been looking for It is! Jesus I give it all Come, make me new again