Of Reverie - A Dose of Reality lyrics

I'm still not quite sure how I'm supposed to word this It wouldn't be right to call this perfect But what I can confess is kiss is infinite It lingers on my lips leaving me wanting more of it I've spent a hundred sleepless nights Fighting for this, waiting by your side But what I had to offer wasn't enough You traded me and fell for his bluff I can see the poison in your eyes Happiness is just a part of his lies When will you life the veil from your sights? That hides the fact that you're not alright I hope you get a dose of f**ing reality You know there's no coming back from this I can't believe that I never saw this coming And in some ways I can almost blame myself for this Do it over and over it only gets your body numbing You traded it all for such a cheap fix No not this time, not under this pretence I'm tired of saying unanswered prayers through the night Keep your filthy promises, your only defence I've got a few more things to say. This is goodbye You look at this with unopened eyes, yeah Just pop another pill and fade away with the sky I did every little thing I could do But my hopes aren't as high as you are when he's with you I fought through the sands of the hourgla** And cursed the wind for the time that pa**ed If only you knew that fate was against you You'd have no purpose and God be with him too I'll surrender my eyes to this undying fate of mine And walk away leaving you behind I watched you fall and lose your light But my hopes can't be the high you need tonight