Of Montreal - Psychotic Feeling lyrics

How can it be done? How can we escape from this indigent state? We try for so long, and now I'm afraid it might happen too late I get the sense you look at me like at some distant star; I never really could accept how taciturn you are But why does it feel Like the choir is weeping And the conductor is reeling? It's such a psychotic feeling I wish I could talk I wish I could live like there was nothing to hide I wish that you knew how completely I'm struggling inside Will you stay or will you turn away from me like them When you start to understand how cynical I am? But can you say it doesn't feel Like a skeleton has melted And the wallpaper's peeling? It's such a psychotic feeling Faster, faster, faster -- I wanna come back to you Oh but my head is so full of this horrible light It just attacks I can't fight back