Of Divinity - Hold Your Breath lyrics

I know we bleed the same But my head is f**ed and I love the pain I feed on empathy So come, gather round Give me what I need Parasite I've got a lot on my mind and a lot to get out But when I open my mouth my mind starts to doubt The depth and worth of the words that I speak Will they ever lead to the answers I seek? Watch me fall at your feet now Hear a beggar's plea Break me Break my back and watch me fall Underneath You'll see my true intent unfold There's no illusion behind blatant deceit So when the curtain calls I'll have to stand to my feet And take hold Take a hold of all my vices Take a hold of the black in me Knock a hole in my defences And set all my captives free Though I'm not a perfect person I hope to God you'll see My will to overcome is enough to Pull me out from underneath A moment of silence could set me alight The mistakes that I've made bring dead ends to life So hold back my breath; let my eyes see straight This disposition won't be the d**h of me Sick sick, sick sick The only answer I'm given is sick, sick, sick I'm not a victim I'm only a captive Tied down by a world of distraction Break me Break my back and watch me fall Underneath Watch as the world condemns me Silent suffering