Amends and dead ends Hold your heart like a martyr What a shame oh what a shame We've been left here to suffer Three years took a part of me Once blind but now I see That everything that was wrong with me was brought on by complacency I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need Truest colours slip into a shade of grey Sever the ties, forget my name For all the times I lay awake at night, when tossing and turning you corrupt my mind I trusted myself I would end this, sever the ties I see the holes in all your promises and lies within the words you said You can't look me in the eyes and expect me to forget I stood beside you when I knew I should have walked away The truest colours always f**ing turn to grey What a shame oh what a shame We've been left here to suffer f** Waste my time It all ends the same That old bitter taste Thrown back in my face I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need What a waste, what a waste You chose to throw this away Looking back I though that we were the same What a waste, what a waste You chose to throw this away How is it that you feel no shame I can taste the lies on your breath The spark has faded, our sun has set That old bitter taste, thrown back in my face White noise in my head has now faded away I gave you everything you want now forget my name I got caught, I was lost in your bullsh** You're a fake you're a snake and the whole word knows it We are nothing the same