Odium - Insomnia lyrics

Over and under But still held on to my dependence You can always sense my sins And carry out my sentence It ends tonight This battles' almost lost Some demons never die So keep them at bay will have to be enough Fetal, writhe I'm not looking above It's 3 a.m again I've lost my faith In government and god I've searched for a message I've prayed for a cure Found nothing but questions In the space between their words [Chorus] The fact you never gave up May have to be enough I've lost as much as I've found What do I have now? Don't hold your breathe For an apology I've done the best I can since then So what the f** do you want from me? You're the bliss You are the parasite You are the love I can't accept They are sterile But they are far from Pure on the inside They are the dirtiest of a all They hide behind their walls And tell you, you are nothing I've searched for a message I've prayed for a cure Found nothing but questions In the space between their words Pretending Painting self portraits Something indulgent A little less real Show them a handful of faces And none of them will ever be mine [Chorus] The fact you never gave up May have to be enough I've lost as much as I've found What do I have now? Are you pure? Are you pure on the inside?