Odium - Serenity's End lyrics

You left me here to die I look out to the sun as it descends behind this dead city Feel the heat on my face, see the broken frames as they swell behind my eyes I hate these tears of freedom I searched for a new name, this place was never mine Yet still it remains but it's just not the same In here you never left me... In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenity Remember the hope you gave me I move towards the light I tried to look up My only company is walls You've taken every dream Now it's starting again, I swear the trust will end She's the only one that could save me I know your concrete heaven A prison for my mind without a star in sight Although it dulls the pain I'm still eaten by flies In here you never left me... In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenity Remember the hope you gave me I move towards the light I choked down the pills with Jesus by my side Now I will become my own worst enemy before the end What if I never wake up from this nightmare I've created in my head How did these little hands get so cold How did they get so cold When I die can I follow you... everywhere You can't follow me into my head but I can keep you here as long as I want This place was safe until you came In here no one will leave me again but I keep reliving the worst of the moments k**ing me slowly, it keeps on repeating over again Over again