Oceans Red - Remember To Forget lyrics

Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time When we are meant to die Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time Listening to your f**ing lies It's so much harder than it seems I left those seeds to grow in me I did it just to make you cry You were my reason to survive But I refused to stay alive I'm not ashamed of my scars It took so long to realize That you left me empty inside Breathe, breathe, breathe me out I'm pretending I'm fine But I'm done, I'm so done My heart is knocked down And my feelings are numb My love is a nightmare I'm not allowed to wake up That's enough Oh God, that's enough Cause everything I've got Equals everything I've lost Those tickles in my spine Make me wanna try to turn my back Hell no Watch me burn alone I'm not ashamed of my scars They remind me Of everything you put me through This wind can't blow me away Because I'm heavy with the weight Of hating you My Hell looks better Than your so called Heaven My enemies look better Than your so called friends Keep doing the same to me I wanna see what will it take To stay above this black water and breathe What will it take To stay above this water and breathe Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time When we are meant to die Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time Listening to your lies Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time When we are meant to die Why am I wasting my time Why am I wasting my time Listening to your f**ing lies