Oceana - The Abortion Plan lyrics

I left my head when I was home I caught an evil side of me I only breathe when I'm alone The days await till I am gone I grew right next to your heart I should have grabbed it and pulled it down I feel what your feeding me I hear what you really speak Could the eater rot in time He's s**ing out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion Your body pushed through it In birth it all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving 9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it And the due date is close Well heaven knew it take a part of me But I only speak I only speak when I am hungry Now the lights on my face And I've never felt more ugly When the devil grabbed me by the legs and shook me I was gone (I was gone) Could the eater rot in time He's s**ing out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion Your body pushed through it In birth it all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving 9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it You said it you said it Homes where d**h is I'll just forget it You said it you said it Homes where d**h is I'll just forget it Could the eater rot in time He's s**ing out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion Your body pushed through it In birth it all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving 9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it Could the eater rot in time He's s**ing out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion Your body pushed through it In birth it all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving 9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it