Obsidian Shell - Fear lyrics

Wasting time... Reckless panic Looking for the aim of my life Endless fear From the unknown Please don't tell me I'll be alone Sadness weeps Black tears rolling Solitude is just k**ing me Come to me I don't want more Only to be closer to you Oh, why am I being ignored...? Between heaven and Earth I float... Please give me the one I could love Make me smile for once in my life Show me the way to feel Show me that it is for real Evil thoughts came to my mind Could I force someone to love? Could I use something like that to succeed? May I rip off someone's heart?