Obscure Infinity - From Odium and Disease lyrics

With blear eyes I take a look behind seeking for the fountain that kept me going on And every single night demons haunting me as I gaze into the abyss to make it part of me Benumbed senses delusion of the deprivation spiritual disease hasting towards unknown ends And pain is growing silently regerminating in my chest driven deep into my heart the thorn that tears apart Concealed the look forward blinded by a narrow world embarra**ing it seems into the void I hurl In concentric circles lost never to reach the medium I stumble and I fall empowered by my odium Merciless unending nights forsaking peace of mind