O - It Is What It Is lyrics

[Verse 1] I ain't got money to smoke, and I can't afford to leave you f**ing broke, selling coke, which is more than legal I can't cope trying to blend in with the normal people The one's who normally judge you even before they meet you Don't mean to tarnish, I'm sorry for being honest look I got some issues kid I'm something like a comic book Because even with the fattest verses and the bombest hooks Life is still a mountain climb and I ain't got no harness hooked No alternative, I'll school you and keep you educated I'm so medicated with chronic it's got me vegetated When me and Mary separated I just escalated To a higher power now liquor has got me extra faded And every girl I f**, I could see me wifing up But I got trust issues, so it's like tonight's enough When night's are rough, I like to puff, thinking life is tough Now that I'm home I'll light a dutch just f**ing light it up [Hook] Deep inside I feel like the world hates me (tough sh** man it is what it is) So if I die then nobody try to save me (tough sh** man it is what it is) Wish I was high, I feel like I'm going crazy (tough sh** man it is what it is) But all the pain and the fire is what makes me, because life's a b**h and it is what it is [Verse 2] I ain't got money for rent, so I ain't got a home My money spent, mom and dad say I'm on my own Wish I had friends, but even then I still ain't got a phone Wish I was bent, this sh** would be easier if I was stoned I think the devil is tryna show me what my eyes should see And god's the rivalry so he'll say that he lied to me But I ain't tryna sit around and see who sides with me So I'm like f** them both I'll be who I decide to be I've grown vocally, lyrically, known locally But smoke with me and hopefully I can do better socially Because if you spoke to me sober I think we both would see I'm kinda shy, so in the sky is where we both should be I wasn't high and lost my mind, now I'd love to find it Because truth be told my entire future is undecided I really wanna be a rapper so I underlined it But now I wanna be happy so rap is underminded [Hook] [Verse 3] I know that I can count on you, but I hold you accountable For everything that happens until the day that I encounter you I wrote a song to you, because I would sit and wander through The memories you let me see and now I'm catching onto you You're in the driver's seat, as stubborn as I try to be I try to see the fact that I can't change what you decide for me It's just when you're as high as me, you feel like you ain't moving on Thinking like this isn't right until you go and prove me wrong This wasn't my decision, you put you in my position You showed me what I was missin' until I took what I was given I try to listen, it's just that I don't follow my religion Take me where I need to be, it's not like you need my permission Because you have all the say, so if I couldn't walk away From d**h if he had called today then there'd be nothing more to say I'm with you all the way, no matter what I say in rap I'm a different person now, it isn't me that's saying that [Hook]