O-Dash - My Mind lyrics

[Rapper Big Pooh] It's a b**h sittin here tryna forget about loss Gettin caught in the effect and lose sight of the cause And because certain things take me outa the picture Doesn't mean that I ain't really missin ya, it cut a brother deep Some nights I can't stand to sleep Cause I'm thinkin bout them times that I played you cheap Like you gon' be here tomorrow, I don't need to speak Peep on, it be aight, I'll check 'em out next week Next week never came before months went by When I did get the call I found it hard to cry Kept on bout my daily routine Contemplatin on "Should I go? Should I stay? What would it mean?" That we weren't as close as it appear to be Even though he carry the same name as me Wishin I could go back and change history But I can't so I'll dream on... for a better us [Hook: Darien Brockington] Now that you are gone Lately you've been on my mind And since you've been gone Sunny days ain't been as bright I've been thinkin on All those days that pa**ed us by Now I'm hopin for Just one day to make it right [Darien Brockington] I've been thinkin baby (it was left undone) You always drivin me crazy (but you are gone) And I'm hopin someday (I'll see your face) And I'll pray we'll be together (in those pearly gates) [O-Dash] Hidin in the midst of confusion in a game we all losin Tryin to escape the claws of d**h Thugs - pistols usin, but in reality God's choosin But it seem nobody is left But the ones closest to us that never knew us Animatin style like somebody drew us Comin up in this life thinkin I'm the sh** Maybe cause I was raised in sewer Seen my man get stretched out with the doula I couldn't react cause my feet was stuck in the crack Often stuck with a sack of bud just to relax Kept thoughts racin to keep my mind on track Bein broke, how I'm 'posed to cope with that? No priest, no pope can provide hope for that So I kicked religion off the map, set a trap Got caught in my own sh**, need a game to forfeit [Hook] {X2}