My veins starts to leak. I'm getting to weak Count to three, but still I can't see I'm not sure, if you can survive. I don't even know if I'am alive I'm unstable. Nothing's on the table Never had much luck. Now I'm in trouble, f** I'm stuck It's no longer a game. All of this fame Can't play hide and seek. Definitely don't show that I'm week I'm screaming now. Listen to my words, while I pronounce them loud I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst Suffocation becomes my new relation. It grows, grows Now I'm distance I don't got much time. Oh, this solid crowd is ha**ling now It all comes down. No ones left to hear me out They locked the bolt. With chains and stocks. Left me behind Cause all my close couldn't watch me burn I thought they would return, but they didn't even turn I guess I've learn. I will never talk. Pour my heart out Cause the amount of loss chokes my ear out I can't breathe. Please, please don't leave Now what's left is my demons and me And they teach me how to be, their father of nature “Hey, I'm sergeant major” I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst It has all started. Now it's all dark Stars shines but it's the only light And I still don't know when they will lock me out So I can fall down, down to drown. Please help me escape Oh these smoke clouds I'm breathing in, living in But it never seem to be enough for my shame of sins All my happy pills. Makes me wanna k** Soon I'm lying dead in a ditch up in the hills My thoughts collide I don't want this to be, the end of my history My special mystery I just keep falling, falling and I don't know how to break it down Christ, this is when you break the curse, you gave, cause of my thirst Time to buckle up. Yeah I know you stuck, but you need to keep on Move along. Get strong and fight this battle on Still I'm starving out. Sweating out. Soon hollowed out Yeah If I don't break down I will make you proud. But If I do break Shh..