Nu Vintage - Dreams lyrics

[Hook] I gaze at the ceiling I'm gonna break on through Dreams keep me from sleeping Days block my view [Verse 1] I never really thought that I could care so much Though I never was possessive, I don't share too much Always been obsessive, never thought I was aggressive But I guess I learned I'm not who I thought I was I used to think "it's acting" when they talked about their pa**ion Fire in their eyes, never had that satisfaction Rapping never even was an option Then laid my first track, and there never was another option You ever feel so alone cause You can't stop dreaming you're just caught up in your zone And the whole time you're with them you just wanna be at home And you can't help but show it and convey it in your tone, uh Every minute is marathon You start to separate, but you don't care, and carry on Some people pray for the weekend To catch up on sleep, I just catch up on dreaming [Hook] I gaze at the ceiling I'm gonna break on through Dreams keep me from sleeping Days block my view [Verse 2] You ever wanted something so bad? That you don't even want to eat cause your pa**ion would consume that It consumes you, you a**ume you can handle it But you feel like you're a puppet to a mannequin And there's support but you know that there's some fakes Some are talking, some ignoring, some are laughing in your face And snakes are closer than you think Ones who never tried their best and couldn't bear to see you get a taste Now they're looking at you crazy You try but can't explain it Can't even put your love for words into words And they're talking changing clothes when you're trying to change the world Then they mock and try to ridicule Because of insecurities, but they'll never get rid of you Some people pray for the weekend To catch up on sleep, I just catch up on dreaming [Hook] I gaze at the ceiling I'm gonna break on through Dreams keep me from sleeping Days block my view [Verse 3] It's like depression and elation I can't explain the feeling, it's like you could cry Tears of joy, and then laugh in a second, for no reason And then go right back chasing My biggest fear is being normal I'll consider it a failure being less than historical And it sags like a heavy load The thought of blowing up's enough to make my head explode All I hear is I can't be the only one that hears this I hear a near miss speeding by, sheer bliss Think that I'm in love from a mere kiss Nine to five might as well be nine to life Never thought I'd be this terrified to suit up in a suit and tie I could cry when I think if don't make it Cause music is my pa**ion, fear's my motivation [Hook] I gaze at the ceiling I'm gonna break on through Dreams keep me from sleeping Days block my view