{intro} I just wanted the glory I just wanted my story to be told by someone important Nothing but horrors Cause what i had endured was all bloody and gory Came home so many times with blood in my jordans Wasn't a single time my mom wasn't supportive They told me these are deeds i never wanted awarded {verse} Mm, money was short and no success, ton of misfortune I was sitting in the kitchen 'bout 1 in the morning Got on my knees and prayed i'd double the portion Dropped the ice and pots, god's gon trouble the waters Y'all had noting in order Y'all just run with the stories How you watch a ni**a lifе when it come in recordеd? I watched my homie bury both parents, a month he was mourning Then went and bought a couple bricks with his mother insurance Stuck on a corner, heard the hood out here hustling for him Got locked and shortly after he turned fu*king informant Came home and got killed by a couple of homies How do i explain that to his son and his daughter? Knowing he won't raise them well we died on a paper trail His killers hugging on his sister, she ain't take this well I did a poem for him. tears flowing down my face as well I'm speaking of a better place knowing he went straight to hell Out here they prey in a week, they out here playing for keeps I done done too much dirt, i can't stay in the streets My first opp told me he had kids, i laid him to sleep Now i got 2 kids, i'm praying for peace It wasn't no shooter's remorse Wasn't no rules in this war Now we're years down the line and i grew and matured You see me with my motherfu*king kids, keep moving along I'll return the favor when i see you out with yours I beg and plead with god cause he know every evil job i did Took so many out, i used to cherish these accomplishments Gang showed me only time i ever seen some father sh*t Big homie came to all my parent-teacher conferences I had a higher point back then i was the man Got in a drive-by back then, that sh*t jammed Failed mission, that there did something to my pride Same night they came through dumping out the dodge {hook} It's a murder town Welcome to murder town Take you for a ride where we slide ni**as die right here Don't get nervous now Only for the guys See it's gunshots fired on the block Know you heard the sound 7 miles wide Only gunshots fired on the block staying further down Gunshots fired