Nter - Second chance lyrics

They where two little brothers who were oh so close Until one day mummy died of a drug overdose, so close To the edge of taking his own life Your not meant to have them thoughts at the age of nine But pain was running through this boys veins Rushed up like c**aine, trynna hang himself with the belt from the door frame A voice saying kid its all your fault Turned his back on the world cause he felt lonely and cold Turned to his auntey trynna find that motherly love But she was to busy showing d** that motherly love A thug is what he turned out to be From a broken home and a f**ed up family Now he's on a wall path with the thoughts of d**h And mad at his father that was someone he never met So mad at the world, he forgot where he came from With the heart of a lion and the strength to carry on The saddest song i think i've ever had to write Its a side of my life that never sees the light Sometimes a day dream and i look up in the sky Some tears in my eyes and i ask my mother why Did you leave me so young you where meant to be around 6 feet under ground now im crying out loud I can't take the pain anymore its building up Then i see my kids face so i will never give it up How can i turn my back on my little boy man he needs me My son is my life i would die before he leaves me I gotta show my little boy how to grow and be a man And make the best out of life you get no second chance See the pain in my eyes and its pain you've never felt Its the life i was given and the cards that i was dealt This rap sh** has to work its the only thing left Its a song from my heart you can hear it in my breathe I tell the truth on the track Im not afraid to let it out, im the best in the game And thats without a doubt Rappers think there better so im calling rappers out Make way for the king, i got my hands on my crown Who wouldve thought a boy from the gutter Would make it so big, this ain't a love story its the life that i live\ Come and test a kid, cop a shiv to the kidney The gutter rap king so Sydney are you with me Im sick on track and i lace it with crack And im the one thats bringing gutter rap back with a bang