There was a time When I would unravel And drown in the snow There was a time When getting murdered Would feel like a joke But I'm alive Don't let me die Now that I'm at the top of my game There was a time When I'd apologize When I should have been saying thank you Times when I'd be filled with shame Over things that everybody goes through But now I'm free I like being me Now that I'm at the top Now that I'm at the top Now that I'm at the top of my game I get stronger With every punch And every kick And every rock that hits my back And every time that I get sick Oh I get stronger too There is still times when I feel sad as hell And there are times I downright scare myself Times when the rage inside me swells Into a big black tidal wave And I feel like an idiot But I know who I can deal with it Now that I'm at the top Now that I'm at the top Now that I'm at the top of my game