Novelists - Echoes lyrics

I'm always striving to see clearly Through all my troubles I need a break This can't go on and on I'm near from the breaking point Get me out of my routine My life is a mess And if it's a little bit late to change it Then how could i even change myself? Yeah how could I change? I gotta believe in myself Rely on my feelings Just let me see the dawn I'll find a way through the morning A life for the night and some hope in this promise My demons entertain me When I'm haunted by all your murmurs My mind tends to break (by itself) I revel in illegible images Oh God is laughing like a f**ing brat who plays over an anthill Yeah, I do pray, I pray to stay outta reach (far from his eyes) I sway with that bottle of brandy in hand I'm alleviating my soul when I drift through the void I have to say that all this is all making me deeply sick It echoes in my head To save things never been part of my plans so I should just play dead but that's Not my type Even sell my soul won't make a difference That's never ending. (never ending) I'll sing as long as I don't know where where I'm going to end Just met me see the dawn I'll find a way through the morning A life for the nights, a shelter in the glitter of all these lights If you let me... see the dawn I'll find a way through the morning A life for the night and a meaning at all this I'll find a meaning at all this