Novel - I'm Not Drunk lyrics

Sometimes when we're at home watching the kids I'm sitting here trying to make it on the rent I know it seems like I'm crawling in my shell It's not you, I just need some time to myself I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking Not at all, I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking I'm sitting here trying to figure out Tell me how I'll ever be without All of your love and affection Even though sometimes it feels like We're moving in different directions I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking So many new questions keep turning around and around in my head I just can't figure it out Maybe I need some time, time And girl, I can't speak I get to tossing and turning my head So I pour a gla** of wine just to relax my mind I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking Say baby, shouldn't you know, baby I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking It's not your fault, I'm not mad at you at all, I'm just beefing If I don't call, it's not that I don't want to talk, I'm just thinking I'm not stoned, I'm not drunk, I'm just drinking