i dont udnerstand this, all pain pushed inside, all plastic frustration, why you cannot be you, i am walking hate, all this surrounds me, i can't even try , i dont udnerstand why i hate me you do not see, i dont udnerstand, i na mirror i see nothing why dont i see something, my mind my own prison, your face my own toy, i have no honest reflection, i dont understand why i hate me see what i am, everything has changed, and i cna't find my own mind, cause everything feels dead i can't feel i am numb a perfect person k** me foudn out what im doing i cant find my head