Nothing More - Ripping Me Apart lyrics

Came to with your hands around my neck Angel in my ear and a gun to my back You take the wind from me but I choke for the last time Keep your convictions. I’m done playing the victim You better move on motherf**er But you pull me right back together Yeah you pull me right back You pull, you pull, you pull Oh God, you’re ripping me apart You’re ripping me apart Oh you make me a God when we come together You make me the best but I never get better You are the lie, you are the dream You are everything to me You rip me, you rip me, you rip me, you rip me I’ve got that four foot nine and fifteen hundred pound Gorilla in the room But no one knows, nobody knows that he’s got me by the throat He says “I’m not here to lie about the pain. I’m here to make you feel it.” But you pull me right back together You pull me right back You pull, you pull, you pull Oh God, you’re ripping me apart You’re ripping me apart Oh you make me a God when we come together You make me the best but I never get better You are the lie, you are the dream You are everything to me You rip me, you rip me, you rip me, you rip me You’re coming through the back door Pull the trigger screaming “gimme more!” Crack my head on the concrete My conscience right in front of me Blood pumping like a heart attack Don’t tell me, don’t tell me how to act You make me a God when we come together You make me the best but I never get better You are the lie, you are the dream You are everything to me Oh you make me a God when we come together You rip out my heart and you push in the dagger You are the lie, you are the dream You are every-f**ing-thing to me You took it all from me Oh how you rip me, you rip me, you rip me, you rip me You’re coming through the back door Pull the trigger screaming “gimme more!” Don’t tell me, don’t tell me how to act Oh God, I just need another cigarette