Northbound - The Effort Is Never Worth The Outcome lyrics

Writing out letters that I'll never even send Drinking black coffee and chain smoking cigarettes I'm a shade of off white I'm not quite there yet Sometimes I think I should sleep around And collect all the towns spit in my mouth Your words in my head I'm blushing red at all you've said And I'm such a clown From making out to down and out I don't need this f** it, I'm out You pulled me in just to push me out I can't get your bottom lip out of my mouth I'm a shade of dark blue I'm bruising quickly over you Sometimes I think we should just chill out And spend every night glued to my couch I don't need more ammo to write another panic song about And I'm such a clown From hanging out to kissing now I could use what you're about When you hurt, I hurt to too And that probably sounds crazy because I just met you But, when I looked straight at your eyes Mine dilated twice their normal size You smoke like you now what you're doing So, I'll pretend I know too I wish it would start raining So I could walk and talk and get soaking wet with you And I'm still in shock that we even talk I'm still in shock