Started out on the street Invisible and alone Bruised up and let down From the past that won't stop haunt me in my sleep And when you keep counting numbers i keep counting days My memories are painted on my face I don't know what I'm running from i don't know where to hide But there is something going inside It's like I'm giving it up It's something i ain't missing I start to give it away everything I hold inside Im gonna start over new A cleaner slate is all i ever asked for i'm giving it up So i can stand on solid ground I'm starting new Now I'm living my dream On the top of the world i see Everything that i've been wishing for is right beneath my feet I don't know what i'm searching for but i know what i've found I've been searching all my life to feel something Just to fill out this void, to fill out this void I've been searching all my life to feel anything I just wanna feel whole So i'm gonna give everything away just to feel alive I'm giving it up just to feel alive I'm starting new