what am I standing here wearing? what am I sitting here watching? what happened to let this happen? we're just trying to be ourselves, to be yourselves. [but] someone I, I let you die. someone I, I didn't try. scorn reigns deep in the soul without recognition. sweatshops. bankers. politicians. all murderers. so deeply ingrained, so simply accepted, but still (unconscious) reality that k**s. and we're just trying to be better than that. to get to tomorrow, and maybe someday, my waking up and living won't have any effect on you. I swear I'm trying. and I let them... and you them...and we let them... k** you.