my life was taken away from me the day that i was born no such thing as sympathy from the ones who had me torn apart to pieces, ripping out my heart memories hunt me down, a refugee at large each and every day defending myself my life in decay crawl back into my shell enslaved to guilt for as long as i can remember the only thing that i know is the darkness of november these pangs of conscience, no peace of mind the true meaning of life has been hard to find each and every day defending myself my life in decay crawl back into my shell