[Verse] I feel like deaf every morning Let the tears pour in, yeah I want them to cry for the pain in me It's like nobody understands me How am I standing on my damn feet? I know you would be dead if you were me It's not the first time that you said the last time Don't need to deserve this, must've f**ed up in my past life It's not the first time you said it'd be the last night Say you're never coming back, get rid of all that damn pride I need a new beginning, I know my chances are thinning I wanted this moment all my life, now I'm confused that I'm in it I'm needing help and guidance, all I hear is silence Pay for all my wrongdoings even if life is priceless I can change the climate, I can clear your sinus Keep on sleeping on me you'll get a sunburn in time man That's how hot that I am, that they're now realizin' I'm the hottest thing after what's above the horizon Feel the temperature risin', when I'm getting behind it Baby I f** you so good I hope you leak over my leg I don't know where my mind is, I don't know where the time went Showed up to school everyday but I was so absent minded Now I know where my lane is, and nobody can change this No lame n***a, no lame b**h, baby just tryna make it I don't know what I'm makin', they sleep on what I'm sayin' Only time they gon' wake up's when they all at my wake and... Don't you feel the pain in me?