No determined - Broken lyrics

I'm broken I'm dead I'm sad I'm fed up I can't take it anymore help me help me I'm stuck In this peril pull me out someone help with all my doubt I don't wanna live, but living is a necessity why can't I love love? no no love for me I'm lonely, forever broken Forever sad my soul has spoken death is my cure people all around, people who care, but none for me to love love? no no love for me its just me, oh so lonely me and my thoughts of pain and hurt depression and regret are my friends tho they haunt me they are all I feel my life, my rules all I want is love love? no no love for me just me, my life and my family life goes on, ever so but life for me Is like hell firey and painful the feeling I base my Life off the feeling of pain and regret that spark I felt years ago has died so much that I let it go now its time for my life to end but care and affection are here to stay this game of life, I don't wanna play the feeling of rejection, the feeling of hate that one person who I loved has given me my fate so is this the end the end of me yes yes the end of love love? no no love for me Me and my thoughts for eternity if only I could love then I could be happy, alive, and wanting to live but where is love love? no no love for me my life is competition competing for love love no no love for me I hear the bells ringing time for class learning from time to time maybe I can learn to love love yea maybe one day but till then love? no no love for me my life, my rules the fire in my chest the feel of life the moment of peace that time that I kissed U that feeling of love then u threw me away like a peace of trash U broke my heart, now I'm back U don't deserve me I'm to good for u u broke me now im ready to say... love? ha ha no love for u! I'm back I'm me that feeling of freedom that feeling of hope I wanna love love? yes I WILL FIND LOVE!