Childhood's behind the two of us now In our home, a palace Reality hits me like a vision Dreams encompa** my day A prisoner of a trance But you, my dear, always graceful Addictive living in my own heart Forever buried in glue, I'm sorry that I taint your beauty Oh I'm dreaming of your smile I'm transfixed and trapped in my thoughts Darling I swear you'll never leave me Oh my dear, how can I go on In this home, a tomb? I swear this place smells of your d**h Gloom surrounds me here A prisoner of my loss Please my dear, bear one last smile Addictive living in my own heart Forever buried in glue, I'm sorry that I taint your beauty Oh I'm dreaming of your smile I'm transfixed and trapped in my thoughts Darling I swear you'll never leave me What have I done? How did I not hear her screams in the night? Covered in her blood, I'm sorry