Nino Bless - Open Wounds lyrics

Out of sight, out of mind Out of time to decide Do we run? Should I hide? For the rest of my life Can we fly? Do I stay? We could lose, we could fail In the moment it takes To make plans or mistakes Mama, papa, forgive me Mama, papa, forgive me for the constant sinning All the problems, the dealings But the block was appealing It was blocking my ceiling No college, not willing to get polished I was really feeling down Now I’m healing, slow progress sponsored links Rap beats are beginning, my silence is fitting I never had no problems with admitting when I’m stumped My life’s a whirlwind in a storm that skipped the calm Yeah, you know where I’m from Now that the picture is drawn, don’t get your facts wrong I used to front like I got my trap on Didn’t even realized as time pa**ed I became that character Before I put that act on like the black swan Did life pa** wrong? Maybe, problem, Mercedes, hotties We’re crazy, golly; in my mind my composure is spotty Every day label to lady but I’m closer to my shorty But traits’ my life design, change the image from the frame Outta sight, outta mind, You know the cycle, you lose one and gain some …caught them, ease them, place you can’t intertwine And back to faze one, it’s like Looper Your choice, better make one You chose, but make none, your fate’s done My slum need a bottom man like a base drum Raise the stakes I made mistakes but my pain’s numb Why? ‘Cause I faced them I face my mistakes, yeah, they tell me all the time Just let them heal slow, but I don’t pay them mind I even let them show Where do I go, maybe I know, maybe I don’t Yeah, open wounds, gotta strive, Gotta try stay straight on my road While I’m closing, closing these open wounds Yeah, I look around at what happened here Trapped in this atmosphere, just hoping that some cracks appear Got some homies on lockdown these last few years Seen a best friend get shot down like some bad idea My path ain’t clear, I’m f**ing boxed in I’m wish bone, no offence, I’m running out of options Friends will hate to your back, their faking, they clapping Watch them close, they be acting shady like … I’m playing possum, I bait them at the end of … And real will recognize itself while you were in disguise, f** them Everybody’s right to the dot, their lives in a line And they’re like ‘why would I ride? I’d rather not die for nothing’ No discussion, the clock is ticking, I honestly think my target is me I’m probably my only competition From poverty stricken to rivalries pitching Something was constantly gutting me, God, my conscience is vigilant I face my mistakes, yeah, they tell me all the time Just let them heal slow, but I don’t pay them mind I even let them show Where do I go, maybe I know, maybe I don’t Yeah, open wounds, can I finally close them? And I’m hoping soon, I pray and hope this wound Before they close us in this tomb I’m so in tuned with what others do It’s hard for me to f**ing move Don’t care if it s**s to lose Stuck in a net, searching for nothing I need to stop this, all we see we gossip Don’t care about us, they all read and watching Peeping at us, they use methods of detail You know Beyonce’s daughter name, who invented the email? sh**, I’ve been poisoned with the apple, too Moving on, I’m Kubla Khan, I’ll find my Xanadu Days pa**, they say time heals all wounds But I’m still picking at my scabs Fell to a swamp then I woke up in hell, no Inhale, exhale, the breathe I press through my fails And I excel, now look here mama, your kid’s not a doctor Rather than be my father, I was glued to Big Papa But that’s ok, I know you’re sad, I go console you soon I wonder if this song’s for me or you, open wounds