Nino Bless - Highs/Lows lyrics

Now I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where my life's headed I'm just know that its ruined And it i'm too clogged to digest this Stuck with my delusions Got ... s**ed in by illusions So what am I improving f** this I'm loser What the f** is you doing now You've proved this through in through, be proud A loser, how? Straight from the sewer u grew to move the crowd Your dream was this, you're living it Ruined nothing, u strengthened it U built and willed this, with grit and wit now winning is imminent I'm distant from my spirit, I've drifting apart from friendships That i thought, meant sh**, but was left dented Still I'm restless Neglected by many, women left me Probly still resent me, I regret things, when I think of em, I'm feeling empty Dead that, there's greater fails with bigger goals Friend or foe, who gives a f**? women'll come women'll go Just live it up Now tell me what you gonna do, it's all there in front of you So don't look back Just put that PUSH To the max, DO what you want & move Through the Highs, Highs, Highs, Highs Through the Lows, Lows, Lows, Lows [4x] I'm sick of all the self doubt Could I, should I What if I would've with this and that Whats a good life Is it the private jet, the finer things & being rich Cause if it is, i'm likely dying, never seeing this Your weaknesses are deeply embedded needs, so just feed off it Yeah ... So take heed, don't retreat Leap & lead towards it Don't let up, success is something YOU measure A few errors made u get up, you grew better en route, then flourished through pressure Ugghhh ... i think I'm seeing my view clear up It's me vs you in the mirror, .. I'm getting too revved up I know what to do now, it's time to let it loose On my own merit, yeh i'm a get it, my mind and spirit, connect the two I'll try perfecting, I won't, but i'll try, that's my obsession Greatest defined through my drive & pride, while I'm progressing Through highs, depression, and lies, recession I'll cry, then ha ha, i'll smile I crawled .... then walked, I'll fall then rise Through the Highs, Highs, Highs, Highs Through the Lows, Lows, Lows, Lows [4x] I've been chasing dreams While nightmares was chasing me In the same lucid state this the place to be Through the high/lows, do or die mode I'm a prove myself to myself, I'm choosing bible This my road, of revival I got the devil in my ear He whispers ‘look this why i'm here' And I, woke up with eyes closed Failures always an option, the choice is always mine though And I know what I know, I'm a survive the cycle