Ninnuam - Optional Existence lyrics

Realize my eternal wishes All my hope is vanished and gone Memories are clouded by sorrows As I count the marks that stains my skin End is near as I making my way All my nightmares are fading away Farewell to a world so hollow By wounds I welcome your star shine Swallow - I am dying Despise my life - Soon I will fly Shallow - I am ready Reclaim my life Here I am - I am drowning By my Flesh I will feed my dream Here I am - I am bleeding Waste of blood will set me free Embrace my end with open arms I am giving in Never been so far away from your world Never been so close to my dream of life Slicing my veins wide open Releasing all Life I am open Soon to face my selected path Create a world for my arrival Shades of grey that is all I which for Dying with a smile so longing