Nikkiya Brooks - Delusional lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah... Like this (Like this) I'mma drink this Henn, I'mma keep this grin But if you look at Nina closely I'm trying to contain this beast within I know some of y'all already knowing That I got a lot of cheese to spend But that don't change the fact I go insane I've got a heap of sins, please begin I saw the glitz in all of this when I was just yay tall And I pictured y'all and it wall to wall but they all said I was just Delusional But the people startin calling us and I'm balling tough But the crawling rough and I never thought of stuff with saw enough What the problem is now I got 'em here Telling all these kids I'm the K.O.D And they pumping up the volume and listening hard When I give my heart, is it Delusional? When I'm thinking I'mma boss in the biz But I'm lost and I fake it that I'm off in the lid But they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib Some say that if I tell them to hate My people are at the gate ready for sealing your fate That is up for debate because when I make My music ain't no evil from Mr. Yates Calling me a cult leader I don't really know but I'mma fosho heater Wickedness coming from Monrovia They could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us At the bottom with the devil look around and it be no Nina They say I lead 'em to evil Like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin the people When I bleed in the steeple The reason they seizing me ain't no decreasing my ego My power's for good, I think Would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink? But that would never happen I'm makin it with the rapping But they want me to collapse and when I could I sink [Hook] I hope I find what I'm looking for Maybe I should drink just a little more Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losing Feel like the author of confusion Hear me! My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life And confusion seems to be my alibi Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong Feel like I'm telling you to do wrong Hear me! [Verse 2] She feel like I'm Gonna make them hate Because I was around and kick it and make them babies And now that I made it gotta escape them daily And that's crazy Because all I'm doing is making the industry pay me But when I show my face feeling everything's great Did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state She said I'm a good provider But daddy of the year? Man, I'm out of that race How I compensate for the losses they get often dates That's too personal, Will stop the tape [Hook] [Verse 3] They say I'm seeing things But everybody know I'm being things, we them kings Like it or not we running this Got a lot of hype because I wanna spit And I come to grip on the fifth You gotta know Tech's never gonna miss I know I might be a little psychy But it's nightly and brightly inside of me making me a little frightening Ripping it with the right team I bring hella light when reciting When it's all said and done I'm sickened and heavened Caused this a damned reverend ALL 6's AND 7's