Nightmare Beatz - Lose My Mind/ KNUOrigin's Outro lyrics

[Part 1: Lose My Mind] [Hook] Oh I heard through the grapevine And I'm just about to lose my, lose my, lose my mind [Verse 1: Ki'Shon] Grew up over in Southwest Otherside of baseline Where it ain't no weight loss If they come up of that waist line You gon' need more than your dogs If they come up of that K-9 Any weapon they find, you heard it through the grapevine I lived it, now I spit it at 'em like it's hatred But my love for the city gives me motivation No Kelly Rowland, my destiny's set in motion You listenin' to a soldier, now where my salutations? The Salvation Army, shout out to E'Shon But me I'm Ki'Shon, I got a thousand faces The smiles and the frowns, the ups and the downs The blood on the ground, trade 'em for a thousand acres See we Aiken like Clay, yeah Wanna lead them astray. yeah From the Satan at bay, yeah But the powers that be, yeah Steady shaking the faith I say picante sauce Cause I'ma keep up the pace for a thousand races [Refrain: Ki'Shon] I can hardly take no more Someone help me free my thoughts Cages, caging to my head Tainted tunnels leave me lost Gaining everything I want Losing everything I hope [?] to my hands Still I can't seem to let go, go, go, go No, no, no, no [Hook: Ki' Shon] Oh I heard through the grapevine And I'm just about to lose my, lose my, lose my mind [Verse 2: Ki'Shon] Start a war, start a war Murdering the music, Art of War We the kids living in the carnival We the kids coming for the carnivores Channing Tatum, I step up on 'em Tennis ace, I won't let up on 'em Came to eat but I love the hunt So when I'm on the beat, I put ketchup on 'em Renewed by the faith movement The Most High got us all inspired Follow Jesus, they call us puppets Guess I'm caught up in the crosswires Don't get caught up in the crossfire Metaphor when I pop shots Yeah, lyrically I bear metal arms With a clever mind, I'm like Doc Oc Hold up homie I done came in Yeah it's Ki'Shon so you know I'm 'bout to K in Got them boys lookin' for the fire like cavemen Though I'm comin' with the heat like Cajans Cave them, but I'm breaking out like a break dance Flow is going over their heads, they in the basement And they shooting over the bread, we gotta face it Young k**as all about the cream like a shave kit No face, took the face off, thats a face lift Now they hear God when they listen to the ba** hear Sound complex but really this basic Homerun flow, man I'd probably make the ba** sick Man I'm just snapping, I'm losing it like I'm last place Shall be the first, build the thirst, raise your gla** [Bridge: Ki'Shon] The righteous have no amisty So do you think in a world that's full of vanity When you're on the brink, would you hold your ground and stand your feet? Or will you sink and fall into a fantasy? Let me repeat The righteous have no amisty So do you think in a world that's full of vanity When you're on the brink, would you hold your ground and stand your feet? Or will you sink and fall into insanity? Tell me can you answer me [Refrain: Timbaland] I can hardly take no more Someone help me free my thoughts Cages, caging to my head Tainted tunnels leave me lost Gaining everything I want Losing everything I hope [?] to my hands Still I can't seem to let go, go, go, go No, no, no, no [Verse 3: Ki'Shon] I spit for the heart and I spit for the soul Chicken noodle flow, this is super cold Ways of the ancient scripture we told Like a programmer, I stick to the code Reap what you sow, pay what you owe Talk what you know, stay by your oath Walk by your faith, not by your sight Me, I got rid of the lies I was told So I thought the impractical, planned the impossible Time ran it's course and I ran through the obsticals Never remorseful, Momma enforced me not to sell short Like a [?] This what my God will do, warrior type I'm not the model man, I'm just the prodigal Already spent the inheritance given Riches stay hidden leprechauns pot of gold So, my treasures untarnished I'm off of the edge, off of the edge Jumping the harness They sleeping but I'm 'bout to wake 'em That militant blowing the trumpet And once all the walls fall, I'm penetrating through your consious The lyrical convict, in the midst of a conflict Cause I know that my flow's weird but I'm feeling my mind slip, I'm feeling my mind wear I can't even find him But I'm home on these tracks So the minute and seconds, I give you my timeshare [Bridge: Ki'Shon] The righteous have no amisty So do you think in a world that's full of vanity When you're on the brink, would you hold your ground and stand your feet? Or will you sink and fall into a fantasy? Let me repeat The righteous have no amisty So do you think in a world that's full of vanity When you're on the brink, would you hold your ground and stand your feet? Or will you sink and fall into insanity? Tell me can you answer me (Refrain: Ki'Shon) I can hardly take no more Someone help me free my thoughts Cages, caging to my head Tainted tunnels leave me lost Gaining everything I want Losing everything I hope [?] to my hands Still I can't seem to let go, go, go, go No, no, no, no [Part 2: KNUOrigin's Outro] [Verse 4: KNUOrigin] I'm staring at my self Tried sharing what I held And I fell for this mouse trap Fall into this house that's burning, can you douse that? You're hurting, can you vouch that? My intentions were pure, intended for yours But different from yours, the intimate voice I'm sick of the noise, why did you give me a choice? Now I'm trying to feed off what the tree lost Trying to think of what to say, onomatopeia I don't want to be God, pause I'm just saying young [?] forever But what I hold is for the breaking of the waking up Feeling like you're breaking up, you're taking love too far You're making up reality as we both move forward I'm at the edge of my life, I'm at the edge of my thoughts Floating, gross emotion, nauseous Coming close to feel your claw Facial feautres in the dark I face the beast that's k**ing us I feel a lust for power, I'm finna rush this coward Taking back what should be ours Trade you for this heart of callous I'm not your canvas, I'm not your fantasy I will never let you leave till you agree to blessing me I am phantom free, you are atrophy I am masterpiece, Fight against what you wish Yeah, you are [?] You are mantelpiece, you will answer me On your hands and feet Treat him like a child You listen now cause I'm your master, see? Then he grabbed my hip and broke in fifths And he dismanteled me God I stepped back and saw it was God