Nicole - Blue Birds lyrics

No one's up early enough to open the blinds But they're up late enough that they keep on the lights I no longer feel so petrified Being alone here late at night I'm picking at locks and I cannot stop my nails might fall off but I'm just so strung on finding my way to a home Cuz mama still hasn't come home And I'm just a little alone cause All my friends are out kissing boys they're gonna forget But I can't waste this night on someone I haven't properly met The blue birds flying around my head They'll be with me instead Who said I need real friends x2 I never was up past like 1 AM But it seemed the dark sky was my only friend And funny the sun's name is that But the moon is the one that draws me my map But the moon is drawing too many maps It's telling me to go down all these paths Maybe that explains why it shines so bright Its ambitious but won't tell me wrong from right And some nights when I'm feeling alone It won't shine won't show me my home And I'm left with someone else's map Where do I go do I ever come back Mama still hasn't come home And I'm just a little alone cause All my friends are out kissing boys they're gonna forget But I can't waste this night on someone I haven't properly met The blue birds flying around my head They'll be with me instead Who said I need real friends x2 Some nights I want something careless and fun But some nights I wanna be known by someone Will I be remembered by someone As the one in corner or the one who didn't know how to have fun Mama will never come home And I'll always be alone cause My friends are out settling down with people they'll never forget And I wanna waste the night on someone I haven't properly met The blue birds flying around my head They'll be with me instead Who said I need real friends x2