Nf (nathan Feuerstein) - Your Grace lyrics

[Intro:] Yeah sometimes I feel like (Feeling like I lost my mind) Always close But I never been to you And then the next moment It's like I'm running from you And I'm sorry My hearts supposed to be But sometimes that's all I have Forgive me I feel lost in my mind Yes, another pain in my head I feel so broken inside With memories I'm trying to forget I don't feel like I used to Matter of fact not even close I don't feel right Yet I choose to To go to a place I don't know Maybe I'm crazy Maybe I'm not I feel like I'm out of control And God I need you Right now I never should've let you go Now I'm just so out of control [Chorus:] And now I don't know who I am This was never my plan This is the way I was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am it supposed to see When I'm blinded When I'm broken Looking for a way to escape I can't find it But then I'm reminded of your grace Of your grace [Verse 1:] I thought I was fine I guess not If I was I wouldn't feel this way If I was okay And I was so perfect Then why do I feel so ashamed And I'm no liar in my head Screaming I don't need any help I say I'm trying yet in the air I'm only telling lies to myself I say I want answers Complaining I'm just looking for truth And yes I got problems Which I got 'em I seem like I blame on you It's like I don't know what to do [Chorus:] And now I don't know who I am This was never my plan This is the way it was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am I supposed to see When I'm blinded When I'm broken Looking for a way to escape I can't find it But then I'm reminded of your grace Of your grace [Verse 2:] Lord forgive me I feel so cold Living in the wrong Yeah here I go I don't want to cry I don't want to show all the emotion I got froze I don't know how say this Easy But can I can I man me I don't see me I don't see the things I used to know Swore to myself Never let you go Here I go Pain again Here I go Plan retain Acting like I'm fine When in my mind I'm just breaking Looking for a reason Wonder why I'm breathing Why did my momma had to die Lord Jesus I don't understand this I ain't never planned it My plan did never involved We feeling trashed it I feel like I keep falling down Lord please help me up I've had enough [Chorus:] And now I don't know who I am This was never my plan This is the way it was supposed to be I took it out of your hands I took a chance But how am I supposed to see When I'm blinded When I'm broken Looking for a way to escape I can't find it But then I'm reminded of your grace Of your grace