New Model Army - Believe It lyrics

In the unlit room with my head in my hands The walls between us now seem unscalable I cannot control anything There are weapons down beside your bed And every night I count them all Ch: Is this where we've come to? I don't believe it After everything that we've been through - I don't believe it Take a look around here - I don't believe it I look into my own sweet heart - I don't believe it Oh how they talk about us when we're far away Behind their frigid eyes they know more than they ever say They only tell you the truth when they get drunk enough It's a town of cornered animals, teeth bared - out of control Ch: Is this where we've come to? I don't believe it After everything that we've been through - I don't believe it Take a look around here - I don't believe it I look into my own sweet heart - I don't believe it And every night I clench my teeth and fail to get to sleep I cannot bear the stillness drawn across the surface of the world I have never learned to throw the first punch Perhaps the more you know the more you get scared In the end you left on your mission to find a reason for all this pain And how I wish I'd gone with you over and over and over again Ch: Is this where we've come to? I don't believe it After everything that we've been through - I don't believe it Take a look around here - I don't believe it I look into my own sweet heart - I don't believe it