Nevertheless - Cross My Heart lyrics

I cant sleep I cant eat If i give them what they want then will they just let me be who i am im not like them im sick of nodding my head at the things that i cant stand this is it all my friends ive tried so hard but i can not pretend cross my heart hope to make it out alive their helping hands look more like suicide if i dont make it out remember that i tried cross my heart hope to breath this time day by day night by night i sat alone with pen and page trying to do whats right god i pray shed some light cause if i burn out i want to burn out bright cross my heart hope to make it out alive their helping hands look more like suicide if i dont make it out remember that i tried cross my heart hope to breath this time you make all things new no one needs you like i do you know i do oh you make all things new no one needs you like i do i need you cross my heart hope to make it out alive their helping hands look more like suicide if i dont make it out remember that i tried cross my heart hope to breath this time cross my heart hope to make it out alive their helping hands look more like suicide if i dont make it out remember that i tried cross my heart hope to breath this time