Neverending White Lights - The Grace (Remastered 2015) lyrics

In better days I've been known to listen I go to waste all my time is missing I'm mapping out my ending, It's never gonna happen now These things are condescending With everybody backing down You pray to stars that can help you get by And all at once you forget to try I'd go there if you let me, They're never gonna find me now My life is always empty And in and out of doubt Your not coming back for me, these things they will never be I'm so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong I'll get back to you, God knows I try, But I still lose And I get back to you, These days run by, But I still lose Angels say they can make you suffer They give and take like a vicious lover When all this loses meaning, You'll never want it back somehow Awake but still I'm dreaming And never waking up Alone...Where I'm not alone