Nephesh - Endless Destruction lyrics

So why wait? When d**h is at the doorstep I see my grave, I live my place I am bound and shackled in chains of lies Suffocates me and I cannot die Go to the darkness, it's not my job Day after day, behold my God Painful is the living loss I contemplate my own dross My time is over, I can't do this alone I hate to be alive, I've been dead for so long The life that I never lived And will never thrived So I look at my life in sin Of course, without the strength to battle Wonder world that does not exist for me In more than two worlds, my mind wanders My time is over, I can't do this alone I hate to be alive, I've been dead for so long The life that I never live And I will never live So I look at my life in sin Of course without the strength to battle Wonder world that dos not exist for me In more than two worlds my mind wanders I agonize in pain But I wonder if my last moment of strain I will have some sing of repentance The black omen The prophecy of this century Good for some, curse for other