Neon Brown - End Of Waltz lyrics

[Verse 1: FL] Earth shattering break up Now every single morning that I wake up I got 5 years of memories can't replace em Really i don't want to anyway can't erase em From it all I gained a daughter, so god thank you I help allot, but still I left her mom with a plateful I done sacrificed it all but these demons though Mind bouncing off the wall, trying to keep control Can't even sit and write no bars for a release and show I'm not broken I must be picking up these pieces slow You can see it, I try to hide it but still it shows You can feel it behind the mask, I'm concealing woes Depression is a luxury I can't afford The lord put allot of great in me I can't ignore The path has been destructive to say the least I caused havoc and corruption to slay the streets Working over beats Instead of working out our beefs Ended worse than I could think Yet I carry on Got me feeling like I'm Barry Bonds Lost it all without no care to repair it, nah I just let it stall I just let you down Got you trying to figure out what the f** I'm doing I'm just getting 'round Spreading my wings, hoping to fly Who knew in the process, we would deny Each other of our dreams, our little piece of the pie Which was a little bit of nothing But we wanted different substance I just wanted to be loved, you wanted loving And I defied everything, like f** it In this race for commas, i lost the war Looking for a change, but no its not in store Plus me and little mama don't rock no more Guess you could say, i'm a drama provocateur well... Hmm, i guess that's a little dark Yeah, i said her job was sh**, that's a little harsh My temper so hot, just need a little spark To blow some sh** out I don't wanna flip out But she's the same way, she ain't unknown to this route It's just that she's finished, she ain't on with this now And I just want to get in my zone, and sit down With a zone of this loud, some headphones, a milk stout And chill Pull out this notepad, and ill out For real That's how I feel now That's how I feel now For real