Nelly Furtado - Chill Boy lyrics

i turned my head away, didn't want to hear what you said, you hushed in your mind. i showed up insecure, but i thought you would be showed, i guess i have lost time Chorus: but at the end of my life i found it back on my life and i know that my life was good, at the end of my life found it back on my life, see i went up to you like a shot, i went up to what i want it, i want up to what i want it, and i've never really got it but it dont matter at all. i guess it was allowed to ask for these things we've lost, i guess it was just a dream. And time changes many things but my heart is still the things for you i dont know why... (chorus) I thought i spent my last days holding, dont care, and now out of my senses lying there on the floor (chorus) everything's a lost thing...i went up to what i wanted, i went up to what i wanted and i risked dont really matter.. it dont matter at all... it dont matter at all