Nef the Pharaoh - Remedy’s Interlude lyrics

[Remedy:] The youngest in it but the man in da house I remember doin’ bad, bro Bad was the culture In high school I roll ’round with a head full of doubts Thinkin’ there’s no way I’m makin’ it out sh**, now I’m doin’ big advance, bringin’ fans and sh** out If the businnes ain’t cool than we finish it out Used to slurge, now I’m stackin’, tryin’ to manage accounts Doin’ what I love, what I went thru ain’t that damaging now Only spend ’cause I never could, was used to a drought Free all my dogs in the pen, don’t get used to the pound n***as was born guilty, ain’t no use for a trial n***as used to deal the d** but they usin’ them now What you know about a check and you talk ’cause you can’t breathe What you know about a tube in your nose ’cause you can’t eat Doc told me I coldn’t walk, that was hard to receive My only goal was playin’ ball, that made it harder to dream Feel like the higher that I go, the harder it get But the more shoot my shot the harder to miss Woke up from my coma in a bed full of piss Look down at my stomach, seen scars, back full of sh** Hole in my throat, mouth dry, I would beg for a sip For anything that was ’round, Pops would sneak me a drip Moms would visit all the time, lean over and kiss She kissed my skin but my [?] hit, she ain’t knowin’ it Turn away from me and cryin’ think I ain’t notice All this pain she was feelin’ inside, was keepin’ me focused On my dreams, my businnes and vision, bank account growin’ And sat up to countin’ up, this high kinda of emotions Keep my foot up on the padal, no time for chillin’ and coastin’ On my way to the top, I hear it’s lonely where I’m goin’ Now I’m lookin’ out my window, watchin’ all this rain Got me thinking ’bout my pain, wish I could watch it away It just turnt 2017, I cried yesterday In my mama arms like somebody died yesterday See, it’s hard sometimes to be the one to stand up When you can’t stand up, but I still manned Admittin’ my depression ’cause I’m never too tough Like this fake a** rappers, they just act too much Remedy gon’ be himself, that’s one thing that’s for sure My frown turnt into a smile when my brother opened his door [Remedy & Nef The Pharaoh:] All I needed was my family All I needed was my family All I needed was my family That’s the only thing that keep me happy Uooo-Uooo All I needed was my family Yeah ‘Cause they the only people that’ll keep a n***a happy