I don't wanna talk about it I don't wanna talk I am not a victim But the true colours weren't what you thought I am not a victim He will never know (He will never know) (Chorus) Almost entirely asleep I hope he doesn't come up in my dreams Cause He will never know Even if he does Almost entirely asleep I pray he doesn't come up in my dreams Cause He will never know Even if he does (Verse) I could pretend not to care Causе I fu*king hate when you lie What choicе do I have What fu*king choice do I have Delusions Bitter cold illusions Burberry shirt smells of smoke Ash mixed with dirt Hope it hurts when I go Smell the hash in his shirt hope it hurts when it won't (Voice Message) "We just found out that the party got cancelled And I'm really like, fu*king sad Um We're not gonna be able to do any of the stuff we were gonna do We're not gonna go to the places we wanted to go I just ruined everything." (Chorus) Almost entirely asleep I hope he doesn't come up in my dreams Cause He will never know Even if he does Almost entirely asleep I pray he doesn't come up in my dreams Cause He will never know Even if he does Weed burns and cold nights Rolling cigarettes on my desk Ashtray was a window ledge He's not gonna look at me like he looks at her I'll keep you safe at the back of my head Hold me like you hold her Voice Message) "That was quite good what I just said there." "What did you just say?" "I don't know what I just said" Hold me like you hold her