Necedah - I Stopped Believing lyrics

[Verse 1] You know we always wondered why momma stayed out on corners Yearning for the taste of home, but nobody fed us It was just a couple months 'til the rent was replenished Relinquished on the simple thought that god would come get us. That's when we hurt the most, close to edges, jumping our throats Instead we watched her over dose on powder and needles Needing a fix more than family, selling her soul Lost control of her life, until she lost it in whole I lost touch of the hatred, thinking religion was evil Just a scam of blind fate, funded by hopeful people-- That's when I stopped believing, 'cuz tell me who can you trust When the only one you ever loved would never love you as much? [Hook x2] (I stopped believing) In the lies, all the bullsh** and karma If Jehovah had a heart he would of saved my momma (I stopped believing) When the stars seemed to lose their glow Some times fallen stars have no place to go [Verse 2] Sometimes I wonder if she loved me, if she knew she was wrong Or if she even knew reality away from the bong Syringes binge drinking thinking that she cared all along Or if she even knew the differences in right and wrong? I used to write her songs, tryna show her the light But sometimes we lose sight, getting caught up in life I used to think she stood on corners to pretend she was far Beneath the streets lights, tryna shine like the stars Repeat hook x2