National Napalm Syndicate - The Cross (I Have To Bear) lyrics

I feel forsaken - everything was taken I turned against me - I turned against me Tubes sticking into me There's blood everywhere Damn that surgery Damn the choice I made The ride of my life Lasted only for a while Now the cross I have to bear Is there for all to see If I could I'd end this pain I can't take the shame I feel But my hands feel too weak And they say that I need to sleep But they won't let me sink Into never ending sleep Now the cross I have to bear Is there for all to see Why do I feel so insecure? My own body, it won't work I feel that I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret They say that I must eat They say that I look weak What the f** do they know? Stay away from me How I want to end this pain But my mind is too weak This f**ing cross I have to bear Is there for all to see Why do I feel so insecure? My own body, it won't work I feel that I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret Now all is on the line Do I have to read between the lines? I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret Why do I feel so insecure? My own body, it won't work I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret Why do I feel so insecure? My own body, it won't work I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret Now all is on the line Do I have to read between these lines? I feel like I'm hanging on I'm hanging on a thread I can take this pain but not regret