Nathan Suarez - Real Talk lyrics

[Intro] Yeah Ya know this some sh** that you cry to man Aw damn [Verse 1] Yeah, all my life I've tried to fight Back the tears throughout the years After all they were telling me I won't make it My greatest fear of all time is being unsuccessful Guess it hit me there tho Heart started breaking almost cracking down the middle Put that f**ing violin away play me something on the fiddle sh** don't affect me like it used to It just took some getting used to However images of my mom under abuse is the kinda sh** that rocked my wall but The past haunts me I still can't change it The f**ing pen keeps writing some different pages Spawning enemies before me who just carry this hatred sh**s pretty deep but no deeper than the hole I just dug People still doubting me even though I'm stuck They're being naive believing the achievable is out of reach bullsh**ting to people preaching lies, and we see it all go down that watering of our eyes, lies are the biggest thing that I despise, cause when all my people weeping i reply to all your cries I told you I'll make something out myself not just try After all I gotta give the credit to the most high To God be the glory for many years to come Aside from thanking God I'll make a toast to my mom She the only real girl who stuck with me by my side Always giving me a shoulder for me to cry This sh**s getting personal this sh** is getting deep This will k** somebody that the reaper has to reap However I'd like to call out my father for not having faith Telling me I should make beats instead of singing on a beat After all I'm reflected in your image When people see me they make a comparison to you We grew up different places but somehow still managed to keep our faces Damn crazy how sh** happens I always knew I had it in me but I never knew I'd do it Crazy how you still consider this as stupid You said I could do anything so watch me do this [Hook] This some real talk tho Some different sh** to my flow [Verse 2] Church going family Trying to persuade The prodigal son to sing about grace I know God exists grandma no need for you to tell me But I also believe that if I cuss in my songs he got me I can't ever be molded I can never be changed This career is a grind and I never lose my page Writing chapters with each line I write, with each song I finish My only goal is winning But how can I do that when the people I love most don't support The music that I'm making or the persona I've created Too much blurred lines I can't take a picture to save it God holds my future he still don't know where to place it All I ask for in my prayers is for him to make me famous I never take the ideas they were there for the taking I created such a flow and I'm the only one to claim it [Hook] This some real talk tho Some different sh** to my flow [Verse 3] Got my best friends going places so my circle stays small J went to Tennessee And Wiggy took off, San Antonio living God bless that kid He's the next Metro Boomin watch him make me a hit However I'm lonely in El Paso not relating to anyone Been like that all my life but took till now for me to show you all My life was never perfect, I had to work and it was worth it Spoiled as a kid always got sh** that I wanted Then I turned 10 and my attitude was rotten Dad told me son the boots you got on are made for walking So then I started trying, so then I started grinding Learning the importance of discipline But I despised it Then my gift set in Started showing up for me In season Music was my dream Only real thing for me Too bad no one took me serious I'm pretty sure I would've been the realest At least signed to a company making money off my lyrics But instead I'm here Depressed over one girl Confidential information but she was my world She keeps me up at night and I don't even have her number Just thinking about her makes me shiver and pull the covers Over exaggerating situations and making them seem crazy Is the reason I gave people to hate me They can keep hating I'm just gonna do me I'm already considered cool like AC Window shoppers looking through the gla** at Macy's But don't phase me Although I say a lot I only have one goal, get my city on the map and take the high road man