Nathan Suarez - Generic Love Song lyrics

[Verse 1] Who else would've drove to your house at 10 o clock at night Buy you roses at the store then wait for you at your door That's the kind of guy you let go, it probably was for the better knowing that I'd get jealous over some guy you were texting when you had no relations All I lacked was patience You had bigger problems to deal with other than the giant that you were faced with Time pa**ed we grew apart but I'm still keeping up Watching you smile on stories never gets old Braces off face glowing like a black light, as the days go by seeing you is my highlight We didn't last long enough to remember some summer nights But I remember In the spring how we'd always have a thing My heart aches every time I think about you Crying my self to sleep thinking about how I live without you Life gets boring not worrying About texting or calling the girl you love to hit her up and say hi A couple emoji kisses then tell her I love you bye Uh You said you didn't like for me to call you babe It's either that or call you by your real name Cause in the end the dust settles I see, over the ocean waves The life I'm living without you Only way to describe true pain I went through stages after separating Still wonder how I stayed sane At nights I would pray that'd you change, hoping you'd comeback to me one last time Seemed like a long shot But honestly it is, the last piece to my puzzle Only you can really fit, I bet no other guy makes songs for you Or for the most part dedicate songs for you Take a shot for me once maybe twice maybe three times Cause honestly you mean so much to me, you're worth dying for Put me on the front line I'll take guns and more When your name is mentioned it's depression galore All I want is a chance, just one more [Verse 2] You've been all I've wanted since the beginning You're the reason I keep living You're the reason that I get this feeling I've been hurt girl my heart needs some healing You're gonna make me buy a ring and ask you questions kneeling Whether you say yes or not, that's what you need to deal with Sorry I'm persistent But I want you to listen You're the only girl I can see myself kissing Every time I see you it makes me cringe I f**ing let you go, I'm the stupid b**h My heart cracked open I think someone needs to stitch Girl I told you before I'll always f**ing be here no matter what the cost After all it was you that I lost If I had the chance, I'd go back and treat you right Foot ma**ages every night that you'd go out and dance Walking on a stage going out in front of people Our lives are pretty similar Both entertainers, both pa**ion creators Girl I think we bond good I ain't into you just for your good looks It's your laugh that fills me, your smile that k**s me, and your personality is the reason that I'm missing I really wasn't making a good reputation for you Instead i was trying to ruin everything you had going for you In hopes that you'd come running to me I thought you were too big of a thing to date someone like me But now I know When I make it big I'll bring you on the road Hit the restart bu*ton and try all over again It's something like that Helps me keep my hopes up Hoping you'll forgive me and allow yourself to give love To me girl I know you care Low-key in your heart you want me there Trust me when I say I'm doing everything I can Just to prove that I'm the perfect man Just to prove that I can do things for you nobody else can I never set eyes on anyone else You were always of the plan All I want is a do over To do over The things I messed up the first time, cause I only get one life I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I'm sorry I'm not perfect Never cried over girls but girl you know you worth it Every damn tear Every damn breath I Just want you to know you were the f**ing best